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like the thing

"Anna" "the boys"

6:42 AM

violence is an affectionate thing in my system

6:43 AM

he annoys me, I punch him, he laughs

I mean the boys as in when you're real tight with a dude and he can beat the shit out of you and visa versa but it's all good because you're cool

Ok, I've been working with my Tulpas for a couple of weeks, and everything is going good except for a couple of issues with visualizing. The biggest one (And I am still working on it!) Is that I if I'm not specifically focusing on trying to see on of them, I see at least one of them as formless color

7:34 AM

Also, for some reason, I find it extremely difficult to see in first person in my wonderland. Is that normal or something I should be worried about?

it's fairly common, it'll likely become easier with practice

Ok, thanks! What about the color thing? Like I've been working the last couple of days on "finalizing" what my tulpas want to look like, but for Kit, my first one, whenever I think of her, I just get a strong sense of the color orange

hmm, I can't say I've had that exact experience before or known someone who has, but it doesn't seem that different from stuff I (or others) have experienced with visualization

seems like she might like it, or want to be associated with it in some way

Well it's definitely part of the body we have created for her (lots of orange hair)

you said it's only when you're not focusing specifically on them?

Yeah, like when I'm doing something else, besides being in my wonderland, but talking to her

Oh that does help

7:45 AM

A lot

Hmm... That might help. We're not really trying to impose yet, this is just how I "feel" her in my head

I'm just presence imposing AJ in my chair, she won't come into bed, says she's working on something. Won't tell me what. Hmm.

7:46 AM

I assume presence imposition is fine, she's always doing something different put her

7:46 AM

Now she's drawing something

Visualizing like you showed in the picture IS helping though! I can almost see her full form. Almost like someone talking to me through a HUD. lol

7:50 AM

Nope, and we super appreciate the advice from everyone!

I just want to enjoy walks with AJ through the mindscape and see her in first person. I wonder why the mind defaults to third person...

probably cuz it's not used to you being a part of what you're imagining

That's a good point

7:51 AM

AJ was drawing an Apple Blossom. That's nice.

7:51 AM

She's a much better artist than I

Could you practice by doing something where you can see her imposed, then close your eyes and visualize the scene exactly as you saw it?

7:52 AM

aka in first person

That sounds smart

7:53 AM

No y mind auto zooms out like a fucked up third person shooter

hmm, I've done something just like that before but in the other order

It sounds like you may want to start off with the basics then. Start with the apple method, but make sure you're doing it all in first person and work from there.

@Mew_I'maKittyKat apple method?

Oh, basically you visualize and apple, and then explore it through each of your 5 senses

8:14 AM

I was thinking that with the focus on your senses the perception might keep you more "in your body"

@Chalin

12:13 AM

This one?

Yeah

Hello, @Deleted User. (edited)

okay so I did stuff for around 2 hours

12:09 PM

how do you know when it's the tupp or just your imagination?

Try asking them

oof I hate that advice

how do you know the response isn't just you

You just have to believe I'm pretty sure

heres a good rule of thumb: If you are wondering if you are just talking to yourself, think, am I genuinly wondering right now? If you are actually unsure, then it is most likely them. hell I'd venture to say it is certainly them. You are certain of your conscious actions, that is what makes them conscious

hmm okay

Well, the way that I believe tulpas work, would mean that it literally all is you, as one whole person, but you just assign these certain thoughts names, and organize them.

that sounds legit

also if your mouth moves as they talk, it is you... I think

12:11 PM

Harleen is an outlier

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also Harleen... you are a tupp... to say you are the same person implies you and host never switch

12:11 PM

just change names basically

Yes, I will give a disclaimer that my opinions on tulpamancy are not within the norm of the community.

12:12 PM

No, the identity is actually fluid, and I view it much like I would a context personality.

can you make your tupp a dog?

12:12 PM

or like

12:12 PM

a cat?

I believe AJ is seperate from me, she likes different things, often disagrees with me, and has a differing but complimentary personality (a cute on at that).

You can make that their form, yes.

yeah you can

gasp

but I would uh not do that to start

You can give your tulpa any form you want

tulpa can be any form, some have even made tulpa that do not speak but instead are "nonvocal" communicators

making them a pet discourages seperation (edited)

12:13 PM

>non vocal

that's sort of rare, though

oh ok

oh yeah baby we all know what that means

12:13 PM

ha ha ha

sign language or body language or whatever else

Yes, and I disagree with many things that my systemmates do or say.

too bad there's no nsfw channel amiright lads

12:13 PM

might get out of my ground harness tonight

12:13 PM

woop woop

can your tupp appear in your dreams since it's in your head?

I believe we are experiencing the same thing, however, I will say that I view it very differently.

mine usually doesn't

Stop shitposting, Meow.

Tulpas can appear in your dreams, or it has been reported by a fair number.

okay fine har

This is the last warning before you are muted for an hour.

har as in short for harleen... not a laughing sound...

Monika was in one of my dreams once

so is it possible to give it a command, as in tell it to help you achieve a lucid state in your dream?

I have heard of such a thing

12:14 PM

but AJ dreams too

Yes but they can disagree

at least I think, I ought to ask her when she wakes up tommorow

It has been done, yes. I personally don't think that is a more effective way to accomplish lucidity vs self-motivated attempts, but people do it. (edited)

And not follow the comand

I asked her just now and she shrugged.

Are you claiming that you and your tulpa both have dreams at the same time?

mmm this is really interesting

hey ben

12:15 PM

instead of talking to us

12:15 PM

you should be forcing my guy

12:15 PM

no lie